Saturday 30 May 2020

Kaleidoscope #3 | May Stories (Part 3)


#3: May Stories (Part 3)

Recently, on my social media feed, I have been seeing more opinions surrounding Singapore's responses to Covid-19 and how Covid-19 has impacted to our lives. Looks like the virus is still pretty viral in our social media platforms. 

As much as I want to quickly drop the topic of the coronavirus, it still serves as the context for most of our discussions and lives nowadays, so I will inevitably still be touching on it. Gone were the days of Donald Trump dominating the news headlines when the whole world has a crisis to tackle. But the coronavirus which replaced him in the position for the hottest news was not much better.

So on with the stories that I read up recently...

Commentaries by university professors on Singapore's responses to Covid-19

Within the last week, a very interesting discussion about the Singapore government's responses to the pandemic made by 2 local university professors had been shared and commented on by some of my friends who are studying / working in local universities. Even though the accuracy of the facts were very inconsistent (since errors with the statistics and political motivations coming into the picture), we could see that there were two distinct sides: whether someone disapproves or approves of the government's responses to the crisis.

I append the posts of these two gentlemen here:


I think it is very encouraging that academics are taking the lead to get everyone to reflect on what the government had done well in managing a crisis. I also learnt quite a bit on critique skills while reading on their posts and the comments.

After going through both of their opinions, I am more in agreement with the view that the government has managed the pandemic reasonably well. To show this, I will expand upon the two main issues that were covered by the writers: the decision to mask on, and the management of foreign workers.

With regards to the mask problem, the initial decision to not have the general population put on masks was out of concern for the sustainability of the stock of masks and the availability of information on Covid-19. It was easy to see that there would be a shortage in the global supply of masks, and Singapore did not have the resources nor the equipment to be able to produce masks independently, since there was not much demand for it before Covid-19 became a pandemic for this to be feasible economically. Singapore is in a tight spot because the external sector it relies on to drive most of her economic growth is falling apart, and Singapore will also need to control her spending in order to rebuild her own economy for the post-pandemic world. Until then, masks did not seem very high up on the priority list. The lack of information on the coronavirus also meant that many were ignorant of asymptomatic cases and how easily transmissible the virus was. As such, it would only make sense that the masks were reserved for healthcare workers and those who were sick and really needed it.

To be fair, the government did communicate the mask issue to the masses eventually, and ramped up on production. And amidst this crisis, it would be difficult to come clean entirely about the masks because any irresponsible proclamations made about it could cause undue alarm and influence the willingness of suppliers to produce the masks for us. With all these people-management at play and limited resources, the government would be forced to prioritise its efforts in order to contain the spread of Covid-19. In this case, it meant missing out a few months of not wearing masks and focus its efforts on quarantining existing patients of the virus, most of whom came from overseas.

More fundamentally than the mask issue, the government did well in communicating its plans with the people and is as transparent as it could possibly be. This excellent communication was lauded by the international community. But we err, for we are all human, and the same goes for governments. In February, when the DORSCON level was raised to orange, many Singaporeans mistook it as some sort of alarm for the virus or something indicative of a lock-down and went on panic buying. Internationally, this incident made a dent on Singapore's generally positive image. Also, this brought out the larger problem of gaps in communication and mental care. Singapore emerged out of that incident stronger. The various communication platforms rolled out, infomercials to spread awareness of Covid-19, responsible coverage by the media to help people make sense and cope with the information and people generally being more helpful toward one another, showed that Singaporeans, along with their government, had the capacity to bounce back from failures and learn from their mistakes. As such, we cannot demean the government's efforts to deal with the pandemic just because of a few failures.

To me, the issue here is not about how transparent any organisation is, but how maturely and intelligently the masses could handle the information regarding the pandemic. In a crisis response, information is extremely valuable, but making a lot of information accessible to everyone at once may not necessarily help in the response as information is not always translated to constructive action.

Next, moving on to the responses to the pandemic involving foreign workers. How Singapore handles foreign workers in dealing with the coronavirus crisis was generally seen as a weakness in the country's overall response framework to the pandemic.

I think Professor Ben Leong's analysis of the root cause of the large number of Covid-19 cases in foreign workers is quite cogent. According to him, Singapore's limited testing capacity is to blame. And this is true. Many cases, especially asymptomatic ones, have not been uncovered in time due to the lack of testing kits in Singapore. Meanwhile, other countries who have undergone massive testing, such as South Korea, had yielded results in containing the virus.

Some people might be inclined to blame the government and the reigning political party for the state the foreign workers were in now. Though I agree with views pertaining to more regulation, oversight and mutual support by the various stakeholders in terms of improving the workers' living conditions, it is unfair to criticise the government for neglecting foreign workers because of any kind of selfish reason. Managing foreign workers is no easy feat, especially when one-fifth of Singapore's population are made up of them. Much of the management was delegated to their employers, who unfortunately have to worry much about the costs of accommodating them as they try to keep up with the standards. We are talking about livelihoods here. Many of them have jobs that could not be worked on at home, unlike most of the local population, and they do not have the means of providing for themselves.

In general, I find that much of the issues surrounding Singapore's responses to the coronavirus was mostly due to the lack of measures targeted at the asymptomatic disease carriers. A disease like this was unprecedented and we could not rely on the same playbook we used for previous pandemics. I think Singapore really shone in terms of its comprehensive and methodical measures to deal with the pandemic, the outpouring of support and sharing of information between the government and the community, as well as the ability to rectify mistakes quickly. This is why I am proud of how Singapore handled the coronavirus crisis.

2020 Series | Part 2: Basic Military Training



PART 2: Basic Military Training (BMT)

Basic Military Training is the most disruptive thing that has happened to my life. I mean, I had to be away from home to undergo training on Pulau Tekong, an offshore island that is geographically closer to Malaysia than it is to Singapore, and the transportation there was quite inconvenient - I had to switch trains, catch the bus to the ferry terminal and board the ferry bringing us there. The training was so hectic that I barely had enough time to take a shower, much less use my phone. Even when I am outside of camp, I would still be required to prepare for the upcoming training for the next week. Despite all my grievances, I would say that this training had been a life-changing journey for me. Not only was it a process of self-discovery, I also got to appreciate more about the importance of defending Singapore.

In my first few weeks of training, everything seemed so difficult to me. 

I could recall vividly about the in-processing procedures. There were many items that were issued to each of us, most of which I could not name. Although there were commanders to help me, I had trouble finding what I was asked for as it took me some time to understand the names and the usage for the items. I felt that I was peering at an alien civilisation, with many weird objects that I had never encountered in my daily life. I had to put my own personal bag (or civilian bag) neatly with the rest, carry the extremely heavy bags of issued equipment and items upstairs where the company bunks are located and finish up checking on them. Thereafter, there was a survey before dinner time. During this process, I was so dehydrated that I felt my strength draining out of me, yet I could not muster the courage to ask for the usage of the water dispenser, since I would feel really guilty for troubling others over my own needs.

I was unable to catch up with some of the training, especially on the weapon handling. There were so many things that I got unfamiliar with that I panicked during the lesson and could not understand a thing that was going on. There were commanders and section mates living in the same bunk as me to help me out, but I was not relieved by their assistance because I was too used to working alone. I realised that I had selective listening and was afraid to approach others for help. These were communication issues that would haunt me for the rest of my BMT.

I did not know what to do. My section commander was so nice that my whole section agreed not to do anything to infuriate him. All of my section but me seemed to know exactly what to do, but here I was stuck in my own world, struggling to come out of my shell. Many people were frustrated with me being unable to come to terms with what I did not know and what I disliked. Soon, I started to doubt myself. With the simplest of tasks like putting on a uniform, folding clothes and carrying a bag, I had to go through the motion many times before I was confident of doing them. Otherwise, I would just blank out and make many stupid mistakes. Sometimes, I even wondered whether I had a childhood that was too sheltered, or I had some sort of mental problem.

The way most people started off their conversations with me was, "Are you okay?" To some, this question could sound comforting, but to me, it was an affirmation that something was wrong with me and it made me depressed. I could not blame them for asking me that question. Usually, any sort of fatigue or exasperation would show through my face. My face could not lie, whenever I felt that I could not go on anymore, I looked like I really wanted to die. It must have been painful to look at me being like that.

I think my mindset made things unnecessarily difficult for me. Training was supposed to be tough, but instead of showing any determination of completing it, my mind was full of self-defeating thoughts like, "This is too difficult." "Impossible, that can't work." "No, no, I won't be able to do this..." "What? I cannot understand. Help!" These thoughts made me lost my drive to face my mistakes and strive to be a better person. Thankfully, I had buddies, mentors, commanders and officers being patient with me, encouraging me on and giving me advice on how to break out of any dismal situation I found myself to be in.

I did not have a strong mind, and my physical body was breaking down as well. Booking out of camp became extremely important to me as it was a time when I could rest and recover. I got abrasions, bruises, cuts, ankle sprains, heat rash, throat infection and sores... Most of the injuries were minor enough to be healed within a few days, but the throat infection had me go through one week of medication, and the sprain caused me to be excused from running, marching and jumping for 5 days. And during training, I usually had problems with the equipment and the heat. Whenever I march with long distances with a helmet on, I would start to feel light-headed and feverish, and I would be sweating so much that I could not pass urine for more than half a day.

My lack of leg strength was a weakness in me, and my legs never failed to get sores after each book out before the weekend. My legs got so beaten up after the 24 km route march, the final strenuous activity in BMT, I could not even stand for long for any kind of parade, hence I could only join the later half of the passing-out parade. Most of the training for the parade I have done before that were wasted as my body was not in a condition to be able to deliver the standards required from me on the actual run.

Luckily, it was not all despair and depression during BMT. I had my fair share of fun moments and memories. 

I would remember fondly of my days shooting rounds to my hearts content when I acted as the enemy during the group battle course, the performances that were put on to commemorate significant events such as Chinese New Year and the end of the BMT training, as well as all the weird and funny questions during the engagement we had with the officers. I also could not forget how people were nice to me, giving me snacks and looking out for my health. I should treasure these memories and use them to help me feel positive and stronger when moving forward with my National Service journey. These experiences made me feel that I would give my all to bear arms so that I could protect the smiles of others.

It was mostly about me ranting and a bit of sharing of my experiences during BMT for this post, but I really want to drive home the importance of learning from my mistakes. Keeping an open mind toward any new challenges, interacting with people and remembering the reason for all the difficulties I went through was what I failed to do as a recruit. Without them, it would be just as difficult to make it through BMT as it is for the rest of my life.

My officers said that there is no running away from the 2 years of National Service being in the military, but how well spent these 2 years would be is entirely up to me. How very true.

UPDATE: Came across this blog post shortly after reading this and I found it to be quite helpful in tackling my problems. Usually, many of the negative emotions we feel stem from being unprepared for many situations and the self-deceit that we put ourselves through just to forget about how difficult the world can just be. This morning ritual described in the post can help us cope with that negativity. Cheers!

Saturday 23 May 2020

Commemorating Hari Raya Puasa - looking back at my growth


Hari Raya Aidilfitri, or also known as Hari Raya Puasa, is an occasion that is celebrated by the Muslim community in Singapore.

Well-wishes have been streaming in from Singapore's leaders.
"Strengthen family bonds virtually, stay connected to enjoy festive activities together, yet in the comfort of our own homes. Stay safe, so that we can all look forward to better celebrations ahead,"
~ Mdm Halimah Yacob (President of Singapore)
 "...draw strength from one another during this difficult but festive period."
~ Mr Lee Hsien Loong (Prime Minister of Singapore)
"Like you, I am sad too, as we are not able to visit our loved ones, especially parents, grandparents, and elderly relatives,"
~ Mr Masagos Zulkifli (Minister-in-charge for Muslim Affairs, also Minister for the Environment and Water Resources)  
Amidst the Circuit Breaker period in Singapore, Singaporean Muslims would be unable to visit their families to offer well-wishes and goodies, or go to mosques for prayers. However, life still goes on, and they are sure to be carrying out the festivities in the virtual space.

For me, I will be celebrating this year's Hari Raya Puasa by joining in the spirit of forgiveness and reflection that is included in this day. I will pause for a moment and consolidate all the reflections I have done over the past few months, and re-organise them into something actionable for me to improve myself.

I have actually wanted to do the consolidation sooner, but I had always forgot about it when I was at home, so this time, let me do it well, and make the consolidation a habit. I believe that much can be learned by understanding my mistakes, my strengths and my goals. All these will help me to become a better person.

Should you be curious about how I do my reflections, each reflection has four components:

  1. Positive aspect - what good things have I done?
  2. Negative aspect - what mistakes did I make?
  3. Gratefulness - what can I be thankful for?
  4. Target - what should I improve on for next time?
I did not come up with these components at random. These are drawn from my experiences with cognitive behavioural therapy when I was using the Youper app to help with my emotional and goals management.

Habitica Revival

Here is what my Habitica looks like!

From this post onward, I am going to start posting more about what I am doing in real-life, instead of just exploring and creating new stories! Anyway, back to the subject of this post, I am returning to Habitica for the first time in 2020.

For now, I have included some habits, dailies and to-dos, plus an entire incentive system (with my own customised achievements I designed myself included in my profile details) to make the most out of this gamified productivity application.

This is still a developing story, but I am sharing about this first so that anyone who views my blog will have an idea of what I am up to recently. I will cover more details about how I use Habitica in a new series dedicated to this game.

Anime Review | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba

Original picture credits: http://shanabrian.com/
Before writing this post, I did some research online to get a second opinion of what other anime fans think about this anime. I was surprised to see that the opinions were quite mixed and divided, despite the fact that this anime enjoyed immense popularity.

With that being said, I will try my best to write something that does not overlap with the other reviews out there. For me, I just watch an anime as a form of recreation, and I am not a hardcore anime fan, so I do not know much about the technical aspects of anime production. My opinions are as good as any person you find randomly on a street, so do not expect too much of this post.

Rather than focusing on how this anime fared in comparison to other works or whether someone should watch this anime, I will emphasise on what I learnt from it and what I enjoyed while watching this anime.

The Visuals

The animation and the colouring looked way, way more stunning than a fireworks show. The movements were bursting with action, and reflected the characters personality well. I have never realised so much information can be expressed by a single movement or a single frame in the anime. It made me understand "a picture is worth a thousand words" all over again.

The smallest, subtlest details, from the patterns used in the clothing and buildings, to the different shades and tones of colours that were masterfully applied in the anime, had a great impact on the overall visual effect. They could even help to express the feelings of the author or the artist, be it the fierceness of one's anger, or how dazzlingly brightness of a city. I learnt to be able to appreciate that the smallest details of life play a big part in a person's success, because when these details add up, they could elevate the performance of a person entirely. Putting in more effort for the details is definitely not a waste.

Many of the graphics in the anime have a purpose too. They communicate the time, location and the culture of the various story arcs in this anime. It allows the audience to learn more about Japanese culture, folklore and history, giving the story more meaning and making the anime more memorable.

The Music

There are a lot of earworms in this anime. Even though it had been a few weeks since I completed watching the anime, I could still remember how the background music, the opening and closing music sounded like. The amount of effort put into creating these beautiful melodies must have been unimaginable.

One thing I liked about the music was how it incorporated traditional and modern elements. Respecting tradition and bringing it to life via innovative ways such as combining it with modern music to bring a refreshing experience is something that other cultures can seek to emulate. In this way, tradition can preserve its original flavour and still remain relevant enough to be passed down to future generations.

The Morals

The character development in this anime received quite a bit of criticism, but I am not critical of it. I still liked the straightforward and pure personality that the characters in this anime present. To me, what stands out the best in this anime, beyond its highly acclaimed audiovisual effects, is the traditional morals that it promotes through the storylines of every character.

In the beginning, the values of filial piety and industriousness are shown when the main character, Tanjiro Kamado, works hard to sell charcoal for a living to support his family when he was still in his teenage years. The job involves chopping down trees, as well as travelling up and down the mountain he lives in - all of which are extremely physically exhausting. Yet he persists so that his family could get by and be able to live under decent conditions. Later in the anime, industriousness is also demonstrated when Zenitsu only mastered one form of thunder breathing by putting in much effort for his training, but it was powerful enough to beat up demons, proving that anyone can become great by giving their all even at a single thing.

The value that is expressed the most in this anime is the kinship between Tanjiro and his family, especially the acts of kinship displayed with his only surviving family - Nezuko, albeit her being turned into a demon. Tanjiro never gave up on his sister when she turned into a human, and gave everything he had in search of a cure to turn her back into a human, even though most Demon Slayers would not have hesitated to kill her. 

Familial bonds and love were also demonstrated through the backstory of various demons. The story of the "Spider Demons" family in this anime proved that familial bonds could not be gained through fear and subjugation, but by unconditional love and trust toward one's family members. Nowadays, many families are fractured, separated and twisted. Such values are sorely needed to improve the dismal state of families in many places around the world.

Other values expressed in this anime would include respect and gratitude for others. Some humans tried to turn into a demon because their work was disrespected by others and fell into despair. On the other hand, Tanjiro exemplified this value well by not looking down at anyone, including demons. Instead of simply killing demons, he was actively trying to understand the motivations behind their heinous acts and help them overcome their troubles, going as far as to offer them a kind act in their final moments in life. As for gratitude, Zenitsu became a demon slayer because an old man helped him pay off his debts caused by falling for a scam by a woman. Zenitsu wanted to work for him to repay the debt, despite whining a lot about the old man's training.

It is not hard to spot references to these traditional values which had been honoured by millennia in much of Asia. Many of these values come from Confucianism, a philosophy that heavily influenced the politics, society, economics and culture of East Asian countries. Unfortunately, Confucianism did not sell off as well as the American Ideals which were widely known through popular media. Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba provides a promising future to which these Asian values and beliefs can be more widely known and understood by people around the world.

Sunday 17 May 2020

The Query #1

ISSUE NO. 1 - 3 searches made
  

What is "The Query"?

It is a new series of posts about the Google searches I make in my every day life to help me make better decisions and to overcome difficulties. There are many tips to be gained from just a search. I will collect the results of these searches so that it will be convenient to access them in future when I (or any of the readers) am met with a similar problem.

DISCLAIMER: There is no warranty about the completeness, accuracy and reliability for the information provided, since they are results yielded from Google searches. Any action you take upon the information on this website is strictly at your own risk, and no liability will be accepted for any losses and damages in connection with the use of this website.

① SEARCHED:


Lifehack: How to Enjoy What You Are Doing No Matter What
The ability to do well on things you don’t like is essential for success. It makes you perform consistently well no matter what. Such consistent performance will make you stand out among your peers. Here are some tips to do that:

  1. Look at the long-term benefit
  2. Find what you can learn from it. If you really can’t find any, at least the experience teaches you to be persistent in any situation. That’s a valuable lesson in itself.
  3. Think of doing it for someone you love
  4. Enjoy the interaction with the people
  5. Think and say something positive
  6. Gather with passionate people. Their passion would be contagious. They will give you the energy to stay positive and even enjoy what you are doing.
Medium: How to Enjoy what you Hate to do
Change your have-to-s to get-to-s by:

  1. Framing the situation differently (see it as a game, a way of improving yourself, etc.)
  2. Project forward and think of the reason for doing this
  3. Relate to other realities. Someone out there may be having it worse than you, so do not complain
Additional points from WikiHow: How to Do Something You Don't Like
  • Don't be too harsh on yourself. Of course, try to see where you can improve, but excessively high standards are just counterproductive. 
  • Reward yourself
  • Let it all out - release your stress and emotions
  • Finding enjoyment - can play music and move according to the beat.

② SEARCHED: 

Huffington Post: 10 Tips for Adjusting to New Surroundings

  1. Research on the environment - the place, the people, its values, etc.
  2. Personal branding. Decide what three qualities you want to be known for.
  3. Be polite to everyone. The courtesy you show will pay you back with rich rewards.
  4. Ask for tips if no one is going to bring you around the place. Others may be uncertain about you or have forgotten what it felt like to be new in the place. A little reminder you do not know the way around can elicit warmth and support.
  5. Listen for opportunities to connect and share the relevant information about yourself to build rapport with others.
  6. Do not take anything personally for the first few weeks. People do not know you well enough to dislike you, so give them the benefit of the doubt.
  7. If someone said something that is too insensitive to ignore, speak up to show your concern. But it is wise to keep cool and give others the benefit of the doubt, since you might have made the same mistake.
  8. Try to speak at the same volume as those in your new environment. Studies show that people respond best to others who speak at the same volume as themselves.
  9. Get out and explore the place. Once you know the environment better, you will be more comfortable with it.
  10. Adjusting to a new environment can be stressful, so take care of yourself. Get plenty of rest, eat well and exercise. 
Youth Time: Adapting to New Surroundings: Psychologist Tips and Stories of Three Students
  1. Stay positive. A new environment can give expose you to new cultures, which help you to be more flexible.
  2. Prepare yourself and be a ready for a shock, since the new environment can be drastically different from what you are comfortable with.
  3. Change some of your habits, and try to see it as an interesting experience.
  4. Do not expect too much.
  5. Do not be in a hurry, as adjustment takes some time.
  6. Follow your individual way of adjustment. Try to do again what helped you to adapt to a new situation more easily.
  7. Have someone next to you and surround yourself with new people. You will be able to learn more about the new environment and get used to it more quickly. 
  8. Do not think about your home and compare between that and your new environment. That is not going to help you with your adjustment.
  9. Be yourself, then you can venture out of your comfort zone and not be afraid of new things.
③ SEARCHED: 

Mueller Sports Medicine: 10 Useful Techniques to Heal Your Sports Injury Faster

  1. Get more sleep
  2. Eat more protein
  3. Green tea ointment
  4. Hydration
  5. Staged injury protection and braces
  6. Do moderate amount of light cardio throughout the week. Simply getting your blood pumping with the intensity-equivalent of a brisk walk can boost your immune system and reduce inflammation throughout the body.
  7. Maintain skin moisture
  8. Temperature - If your injury is swelling, make sure to treat it with ice or cold packs for 10-30 minutes about every two hours combined with compression and elevation. This will reduce swelling and pain at the same time. Once the swelling stops, treat with heat. This will promote blood flow, faster healing, and help the internal tissue to relax during the healing process.
  9. Do everything you can to stay loose and properly stretched while you heal.
  10. Leave it alone
Active: 17 Proven Ways to Speed Muscle Recovery (points that overlap with the above will be omitted)

  • Listen to relaxing tunes can aid in exercise recovery. Slow-tempo songs can lower blood pressure and heart rate more quickly after exercise.
  • Drink chocolate milk for the protein and carbohydrates
  • Try tart cherry juice. 
  • Cut back on the alcohol
  • Foam-rolling to prevent knots and muscle imbalance
  • Get a massage to remove scar tissue and reduce stiffness associated with muscle repair
  • Try compression garments
  • Take a cold bath, as it could significantly reduce soreness and inflammation for up to 24 hours after exercise.
  • Try anti-inflammatories unless you want to build muscle
Additional reading
The above tips are different kind of techniques for muscle recovery. To understand the theory behind these tips and how to use them well, visit: https://www.everydayhealth.com/fitness/post-workout-muscle-recovery-how-why-let-your-muscles-heal/#whatsbestforyou

Saturday 16 May 2020

New Blog Mascot!

Hello, I am Rumia the Seedling.

Rumia is the official mascot for Dear Vincent,. It is modeled after a seedling to symbolise this blog's new beginnings of building up a repertoire of content series to continually engage readers from around Singapore and the world.

The name Rumia came from the Polynesian legend of creation. In the legend, Rumia was the shell that held space for the light of the universe to be born. It can be interpreted as a cosmic egg that nurtured the origins of the universe. This name is chosen to represent this seedling as it reflects the role of the seedling as the origin of something much bigger, such as a tall tree. Here, the seedling represents the hope for growth and transformation for this blog.

The shape of the seed resembles a heart shape (tilt your head towards the left to see the shape clearly), which is a testament to how much this blog's author has poured his heart into to create quality content. Asides from the face, the young tender stem and leaves helps Rumia to provide a greater range of expressions.

Rumia enjoys listening to uplifting stories, which are its source of nutrients. It also requires a lot of sunshine (= viewership) and water (= Vincent's blog posts) to help it grow. It is a hyperactive seedling that overcame its biological limits to be able to move from place to place via bouncing on the bottom of the seed or using its stem to grab onto objects like a monkey's tail.

Rumia will make its occasional appearance in future blog posts to share some of his feelings on the subject matter of the post. It looks forward to seeing you again soon.

Story Creation Challenge Round 1 | Part 2: Drafting

SCC Round 1, Part 2: Story Drafting

Right now, I am trying to craft out of the story based on the five keywords: fossil, continuation, pasture, performance and pardon. I have typed out a few paragraphs so far, but this story was taking longer to develop than I had thought. For now, I have put together paragraphs in chapters and will try to continue the story. I would need to write out all of the chapters, proofread it, and do research on some of the cultural references that I might include in the story. I need to do all of this before my full story could be on the blog.

Cannot wait to see what the story will be like? Well, here is a teaser! I have not come up with a title for this story yet, but I have just finished writing its first chapter.

Chapter 1: A Fateful Encounter

Have you ever felt like you were living in a painting? My last picture-perfect moment was one of the most enchanting moments in my life, which I am sharing with you now. I remember that I was surrounded by works of art. Columns of light streaked down the star-studded sky, as if an angel had been painting in the sky. Melodious notes twirled with the chilly evening breeze, while two shadows danced in sync with the song of the wind. The pale moonlight bathed the snow-capped mountains in a layer of silver. These scenes were absolutely lovely, as they enchant people, and compel them to create wonderful things, from beautiful tales to stunning drawings. I was extremely fortunate to have witnessed such a sight, for it was from a very remote and secluded place that I feasted upon this scenery. That place is called “The Cradle of the Galaxy”, and people have forgotten about its native name.

The starting point for this miraculous view was in a completely different environment. Shockingly, the idea for the trip to The Cradle of the Galaxy sprang up in the virtual world. I became part of this world in the game, Free Frontiers. The title of this game was a blatant click-bait, but I was drawn to it because it offers the unique concept of play-for-premium, where players get money from just playing games in this online world. As I was being cautious, I did my research on this game and found out that this game world provides a platform for scientists in the real world to do research by enlisting the help of players. Surveys and experiments can be converted to unbelievably fun games, enriching both the Free Frontiers world and real world with the data analytics players contribute. Since the game was for a noble cause, and I had time to spare on my job as a freelance writer, I decided to delve into Free Frontiers.

The Free Frontiers world has a diverse array of terrains that closely mimics their real-life counterparts, so some explorers (this is the generic term given to Free Frontiers players) have shared in social media sites that they felt like travelling around the real world while playing the game. My adventure with the Cradle of the Galaxy began when I was struggling to bring down Ahuizotl II, a powerful guardian-class golem that took after the dog-like, man-eating creature in Aztec mythology, Ahuizotl. The golem was the guardian of Mega Tropicana, one of the largest rainforests in this world, and also the protector of the lost treasures from an ancient super-civilisation, Aphqaztex. As a swordsman, I tackled the monster with a shiny sword which had a blade that was as long as one of my arms and was strong due to a special metal alloy it was forged with. The sword was handy for cutting down the vines and cobras blocking my way, but it proved to be less useful when it came to the tough skin of Ahuizotl II. I needed weapons made of a higher-grade material as they offer better performances in combat and for me to stand a chance at defeating the golem.

As I went for another futile slash on the golem’s earthen skin, its gigantic hands hurled me away into the towering trees surrounding the golem. As a result, my health was almost depleted and I came quite close to death. The golem charged toward me to finish me off. All hope of getting past the golem and uncovering the legendary treasure seemed to be lost, until a shadow whizzed by in front of me. The shadow jumped so quickly that I could only see a pair of hands touch the golem and the golem disintegrate into dust when a magical spell was uttered. Being a solo player in the game, I was unable to decipher what language the spell was in, and the meaning of the spell. Nevertheless, this fateful encounter was when my adventure to the Cradle of the Galaxy started.

My formidable, troublesome opponent had been defeated in an instant. “Lucky me! I didn’t have to die. And that man is awesome! I have to thank him,” I thought. As I approached him, I noticed his burly figure and a blue armband to indicate that he was in a guild. The borders of the armband were adorned with crowns, a privilege that only guild masters have. In the middle of his armband was the guild symbol, which looked like the symbol for the “Command” key in the Apple Mac.

Friday 15 May 2020

Kaleidoscope #2 | May Stories (Part 2)

Kaleidoscope #2 | May Stories (Part 2)

News feed

For this issue on Kaleidoscope, we will start venturing on the news topics that have made their rounds on social media. Nowadays, the news loop has been dominated by stories about the Covid-19 pandemic. Some of these stories stand out to me as being more timeless in nature, as they feature the big issues that have been of concern in societies.

The news articles below are selected from the Telegram channels I follow.

TODAY Singapore: Getting by in the pandemic with help from (virtual) friends

Read more at https://www.todayonline.com/world/getting-pandemic-help-virtual-friends?cid=telegram_tg-single_social-free_26012019_today

The pandemic have made an issue more apparent than ever before - loneliness. Our world gets more connected by the day, but thanks to technology and the coronavirus pandemic, we have fewer face-to-face conversations and less skin-ships. It can be said that before the coronavirus, loneliness is already a global pandemic. Loneliness is linked to psychological ailments such as depression, and it can literally make people sick.

So what's the cure for a depressed, anxious, lonely mind amidst the pandemic? AI Chatbots could be the next in-thing for the people living in isolation thanks to Covid-19. It feels like a friend you can confide to without fearing of getting judged or rebutted, and it can be conveniently reached through your smartphone.

Anyway, the idea sounds good, and it really feels like the Amadeus app from the Steins;Gate anime. For those who do not know about this application, it is an artificially intelligent chat bot that simulates a dead female researcher, Kurisu, by transferring her memories into the database for the app. In this way, even though the deceased can only exist on a screen, it feels real and this call into question about what is the essence of a person's identity. By the way, this app also exists in real-life, though it does not feel as real as the one in the anime. More details in the video below (just take a look even if you do not understand the Japanese that the creator and presenter of the app speak).

On to the next article...

TODAY Singapore - The Big Read: Solving S’pore’s foreign workers problem requires serious soul searching, from top to bottom

Read more at https://www.todayonline.com/big-read/big-read-solving-spores-foreign-workers-problem-requires-serious-soul-searching-top-bottom

This is a very insightful article about the issues surrounding Singapore's "addiction" to foreign workers. It covers their living conditions and the uncertainty of their livelihoods surrounding Covid-19. It also explains the underlying, deeper issues that have resulted in their treatment as it is. Much of the problem surrounds the cost of land land and labour, which makes it difficult to improve their conditions.

Some opinions on the solutions to the problem - symbiotic arrangement between the various stakeholders to handle the cost of improving workers' conditions, more automation, raising the standards of dorms, and improving Singaporeans' attitudes towards these workers who have sacrificed a lot to build Singapore up.

It is evident that our problem with exploiting our foreign workers too much is not just something that can be solved by replacing them with technology. There is also the people side in the equation to solve this problem, where we consider questions like how our relationship with foreign workers should be, to which groups of people should shoulder the cost of employing these workers, and the biggest headache of all - where to find locals who are willing to take on jobs usually held by foreign workers (maybe this will never happen because no one in the right mind will want their children to work in harsh, low-paying jobs - the kind of jobs that foreign workers are more likely to accept than Singaporeans; but jobs that require a lot of skills such as managerial roles have a chance in this).

For now, the most we can do is to do nice things for them to appreciate their efforts, and try to make their time in Singapore as comfortable as possible.

More good stuff I found on social media

Amidst the depressing economical and health climate, hearing about motivational stories can really make our day. Hence, I decide to share some of the posts that made my face brighten up with a smile!

Coca-Cola Singapore: For the Human Race

It is a reminder to us that we have much to be thankful of and happy for, despite us going through a crisis.

Goalcast: Admiral McRaven on the power of hope

"Even under the most dire of conditions, hope can heal."

International_photo_studios on Instagram: feature photo of two cute little chicks

A chick watches on as its companion preens.






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Recommended watch | A Frame In Time E02: National Language Classes

National Language Class https://www.channelnewsasia.com/news/video-on-demand/a-frame-in-time/national-language-class-12614408

Also, I learnt something new from a documentary that Channel NewsAsia shared on Facebook - most of our older Singaporeans are (or were) able to speak Malay well through National Language Classes. Prior to independence, when Malays were the majority race, Bahasa Melayu was the lingua franca of Singapore.

Today, the number of people who are interested in learning the Malay language has reduced significantly, even though Malay is still the national language. In school, there were conversational Malay classes where I learnt basic Malay, but since I do not interact much with Malay people or Malay-speaking people, I have gradually forgotten many of the basic phrases. It presents an irony for our national identity when much of our heritage is based on the Malay language and yet not many people understand the language well.

Another good reason to watch this video is that viewers can get to understand a social realist artist and his paintings depicting life in Singapore in the 50s and 60s. Many of his artworks featured in this documentary series are displayed in National Gallery Singapore. I think this is a valuable experience because there are not many shows out there that explains artworks in such vivid detail and to help us improve our cultural literacy.

This show got me thinking: what is the value of learning Bahasa Melayu in Singapore today? If it is no longer practical to use it in business documents and public administration, how should we include it as part of our national identity. Surely, leaving it as a relic from the past would not only be an insult to many Malay speakers, but it would be quite depressing when its culture should also be part of the vibrancy that is emerging in the Singapore arts scene.

Tuesday 12 May 2020

Official launching of this blog!

After a year of experimenting with ideas for what kind of content I can create on this blog, I have finally found my answer in the year 2020. Basically, I decided to take a leaf out of my playbook for Instagram stories, which took off unexpectedly well and got me famous in my secondary school for a brief period.

That is why I tried out creating my very own graphics on this blog, specifically the banners for the various series of stories I am going to share on this blog. The aim of this is to enable me to produce a greater diversity of content while making sure it is not too messy and to give readers the feeling of continuation between different types of stories. And if they want the full series, I have always included labels in my posts so that stories under the same series/topics can be threaded together in a coherent narrative. At the home page, it is going to look more like a magazine, though.

My Instagram stories are also well known for the personal tone in the language I use, it means that my stories will feel like someone having a friendly chat with you. As this is just a casual, personal blog (for now), I may switch to another style of writing in hopes of making my posts more engaging to readers. One of the most important purposes of this blog is for it to act as a sandbox where I can play around with different ideas to make things more interesting.

With this new and improved blog, I hope that everyone can enjoy their time reading my posts here. Moving on, I am trying to establish a site identity. I am currently thinking of creating a mascot and sharing more about myself. In due course, I hope I will be able to find my niche and make my contribution to make the Internet a more enriching and fun place for all netizens. For now, happy reading! Hopefully, this place could be your next source of entertainment and knowledge.

With this, I am going to spread the link for my blog through my social media websites so that more people can know about its existence and find out the stories that have sparked joy in them.

Monday 11 May 2020

The Birthday Annual | Issue #1

- What I am thinking at the age of 19 -

Introduction to the "Birthday Annual" series

Welcome to yet another new series I am pushing out on this blog! In this series, I will be penning down some of the thoughts I am thinking about during my birthday, and find new strength within me to make myself even better for the next year of my life. This series will obviously be updated annually, since birthdays only come once a year.

In search of something meaningful to do for a birthday, I did a bit of research. At the personal level, people exchange well-wishes and do something enjoyable such as having a sumptuous meal. At the corporate level, company anniversaries usually include a company-wide dinner celebration, which includes banquets, entertainment and speeches. For the celebration of a nation's birthday, Singapore has a National Day Parade and a National Day Rally. For the rally, it is basically the Prime Minister showing his appreciation for our nation's accomplishments, explain government (and sometimes ground-up) initiatives to the masses and highlighting what we can do for the upcoming year.

No matter the scale, birthdays and anniversaries are clearly a time for appreciation and self-introspection. As such, I am inspired to use this blog and write out a post as a means of commemorating my birthday.

The to-do list for my 19th birthday:
- Recount the story of my birth
- Like-dislike survey
- Launching of this blog

How I appeared on this world

On this day, 19 years ago, in the wee hours of morning, I was born. How I know the time was because I vaguely recall the time of birth, 3 AM, being written on my Health Booklet, which was assigned to me when my parents registered a birth certificate for me.

Interestingly, my birth was not via the normal way. Somehow, I just did not want to leave the comfort of my mother's womb, even though I was due to come out about a month earlier. Through some procedure which I could not remember its name, I was forcefully pulled out of my mother's body.

There was an adage about everything being difficult at the start. It was quite true for my case, growing up, I suffered from a variety of ailments. To seek treatment, my parents had to fork out tens of thousands of dollars, which could be a considerable strain on their finances considering their salary then. I was quite sickly, but fortunately I made it out in one piece. By the time I was in school, the illnesses bothered me less and less.

Like-dislike survey

In order to improve myself, I posted two questions on my Instagram story to my followers - what they like about me, and what they dislike about me. Unfortunately, I am not making any headway because there was only one reply. That reply referred to me as smart and quirky. I think this opinion of me came about because I liked to use my brain for almost everything, and I tried to do things differently, questioning my assumptions until I know I have truly understood my doubts and the answer to them.

As I was serving National Service, I started a reflection activity for every training day I had ever since entering camp in March. The reflection has four components - positive experience, negative experience, gratitude and target. Recording what is positive and negative about my training day not only act as a simplified kind of diary for me, but it helped add more nuance in the way I see a training day. Gratitude helps me to remain happy as I count my blessings, and targets help me to keep looking forward, so that I can use my training time productively to improve myself.

Currently, I do not have enough data to build a profile of myself. However, I should be able to start doing up monthly summaries of my reflections to make the organising process easier. This will help me take stock of my progress and know what I need to do to sustain any improvement I see in myself.

Launching of the blog

I will be making the link to this blog easily accessible in all my social media platforms by the end of next week. This will hopefully help me clock up on pageviews and attract people who are interested to find out more about myself. I am confident that I will have a lot of interesting things to write about but I will need to have a keener eye for interesting things and be better that noting down my inspirations.

Pageviews are important for Blogger users because they allow them to qualify for AdSense, a program that puts advertisements for website and gain revenue from it. Competing with social media, an industry that is created to dominate our attention, will be very difficult. However, I believe that once I put some thought into my writing, no matter the length and what platform, I should still be able to capture people's hearts. I will get better at writing so that people will look forward to seeing my next blog post.

Sunday 10 May 2020

"Mother" - a tribute to Mother's Day

Image from GIPHY.

Mother's Day is the time of the year when mothers still carry on with being mothers. They take no breaks from the most important role in their life, and we can only cheer them on along the way.

Old fashioned ways of celebrations include handwritten letters, a feast, a bouquet of flowers, a combination of warm hugs, kisses and "thank you"... No! Please save the hugs and kisses for after the COVID-19 pandemic ends, thank you. These means of showing appreciation are very much in trend today.




However, with the coronavirus hitting hard, many people could not be with their mothers. They can only talk to their mothers via video call and cannot be physically there for them due to movement restrictions.


It is the perfect time to unleash your creativity! E-cards can be sent to your mother's email or social media app as long as she is tech-savvy enough to open it. Colourful graphics, sleek animation, enjoyable music, and your own personal voice message... It is as good as a card you can get for your mother. Another means of celebrating Mother's Day on the cloud is more popular in Singapore, and that is singing songs. Many people dedicated songs to their mothers over live streams and radio stations. There are also those who choose to sing with their mothers and have fun together.


My Mother's Day present is my rendition of a song, "Mother". My voice does not only speak about the gratitude I feel about my mother, but also about what I can do for Mother Earth and all mothers around the world. Something tangible coming out from this idea can be to waste less electricity (save money on bills and have a lower carbon footprint) or to comply with COVID-19 mitigation measures such as staying at home and wearing my mask outside (to help make the day when this nightmarish pandemic will end and the start of our mothers' unrestricted movement to every place come faster).

I first recorded and released this video on Instagram with a thought-provoking description. Enjoy!



"Mother" for Mother's Day

You stare into nothing but a voice. It tells you what to be grateful for, our mothers, and Mother Earth. Let's be strong and overcome COVID-19 so that they can enjoy the freedom they deserved.

We can all be traced back to a single mitochondria, so we are a big family spanning across many generations. To that end, let's unite, and not divide, to do our part to save lives through our actions (stay home, waste less, spread joy). Together, we can hope for a brighter future and see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Kaleidoscope #1 | May Stories 01 + Mother's Day Features




#1 | May Stories and Mother's Day

Kaleidoscope is a series on posts about the interesting (and sometimes trendy things) I discover on social media. This column provides some tips for making our lives and our net surfing experience more convenient, as well as commentary on the stories that are making their rounds on social media. The social media platforms I visit and feature here include Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, YouTube, and occasionally, Telegram and some less well-known social platforms.

Safe distancing ambassadors in Singapore


You need a "super thick skin" to deal with rude folks. But as a safe distancing ambassador, you also meet some really nice Singaporeans.
Posted by CNA Insider on Saturday, 9 May 2020

Being a safe distancing ambassador kills two birds with one stone. First, it helps people become more socially responsible by promoting safe distancing and mask wearing. Second, it provides a means of employment for workers who are the hardest hit by the Circuit Breaker measures, such as the tourist guides, like in this video.

This video is quite useful to me because I can see myself going to approach people for surveys when I embark on projects and research work at the university level. There are a bunch of tips inside on how to deal with people that are not nice - explain things to them patiently, take a deep breath to calm down, and be grateful for the good things kind people do for you (so that you can remain happy).

Nothing is wasted in the natural world







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In Singapore, we are still quite far away from achieving a circular economy, where most, if not all materials are recycled and repurposed instead of going to waste. At this time, when half of the world population are placed in lockdowns to different extents, the demand for takeaway food has skyrocketed as many would like to enjoy good food from the comfort of their home, since they are unable to step out of home. As a result, much waste is generated.

Out in the wild, everything serves a purpose - even elephant urine! The urine is a lifesaver in the sense that it contains minerals that enable the Sulphur Butterflies to survive. Although Singapore already has NEWater to recycle clean water out of urine and industrial waste, we still have no clue what to do with the materials mixed in the sludge and sewage, asides from using some of them as compost or fuel for energy generation.

Nature continues to enchants us with its wide variety of species of organisms, each serving some kind of purpose on this planet. It is time for us to examine our role in this planet and do what we can to avoid its demise. Standards of living is important, yes, but it will only be a mere dream if it cannot be sustainable.

Mask on? No, thank you... But why?


Now, things are very different from what we are used to. People worldwide have to make some adjustments in order to help contain the COVID-19 pandemic. Still, we should never forget how stubborn some people can be, and how difficult it is to change our lifestyles.

Many reasons are provided by opponents of mask-wearing. However, I see many flaws in their arguments.

The first point on civil liberties... Yes, freedom of movement is a very big deal in the US, since immigration is part of the country's DNA, but this pandemic has showed us that our individual freedoms and selfishnesses are not everything. The Americans tried to maintain their own ideals and way of life, but look at how many lives they jeopardised because of the virus spreading. At a period of time where cooperation is much needed, there are unfortunately many people who are plagued by misinformation, confusing business policies with state legislation, and trample upon the goodwill of others who tried to help them adjust to the mitigation measures by visiting violence on them. I believe these people might have seen freedom as an entitlement, but freedom is more of a right that should be fought for, and they are fighting the wrong opponent. Their enemy should be the root cause of it all - the coronavirus, not the people who are assisting them to defeat it.

Masks = weakness? Viral infections and a worldwide pandemic can be scary, but pretending that we are not scared of it by refusing to wear masks is really not doing anything other than showing some personal pride going too far. The coronavirus is not a predator that is going to be intimidated by our mask-free face, and being fearless is not going to increase our immunity against the disease. If anything, not wearing mask is seriously inviting trouble, like keeping the gates of your home open so that burglars can help themselves to anything valuable in the house.

I can still understand a bit if people claim that their guidance from the authorities is confusing and are not physically comfortable. Still, let us spare a thought for the health workers and those running essential services who are still at the frontlines. The nurses, doctors and volunteers are continually exposing themselves to the virus as they continue to handle every case of the coronavirus. They also have to put on their masks and protective equipment for extremely long hours, and deal with the relentless barrage of information coming from their patients and the authorities. All of this are to save lives. Us wearing a mask (and maybe a thumbs-up or "thank you" for them) is the least we can do to help.

Most of these sound commonsensical and have repeated themselves for many times in the news loop. Instead of trying to win over these people through logic, there is something more meaningful we can do.

Just understand that a lot of us are experiencing a breakup with our "normal lives" and are going through the stages of grief. The best course of action, I believe, is to just put up with them and patiently help them.
The five stages of grief and what we can do to help for each stage.
May we all come to terms with this new normal of masks, being grounded at home and social distancing as soon as possible and unite as one to overcome this pandemic.

Mother's Day Features


9 Singaporean artists share about their mothers

今天是母亲节,记者访问了9名本地姜,且听他们的慈母经。
Posted by Lianhe Zaobao 联合早报 on Sunday, 10 May 2020

This article gives us a lot of reasons to be grateful for our mothers, and what artistes to do celebrate Mother's Day. Here are some of the descriptions the artistes use to describe their mothers:
uncalculative, positive, persevering (especially when it comes to our well being), kind, calm, cooks delicious food, supportive, loving.
This is how the artistes interviewed celebrated Mother's Day:

  • Sing for their mothers online (this is quite special, in my opinion. It is not awkward and every mum can have a good time with singing provided that they can sing well 😆)
  • Video call to give festive greetings to their mothers
  • Cook delicious food, or even create new fusion food such as Hainanese chicken rice cake.

  • Here is what the chicken rice cake could look like. Although no pictures of the cake were provided on the article, here is one from 13 Stages for illustration purposes. (Photo from their Facebook page)
  • Flowers and surprises

This drawing of a mother's life will make you tear up

The selflessness of mothers everywhere to give their all for their children is what makes mothers so great and loving. Mothers seem like they only live for childbirth and their children. It is such a sad but beautiful destiny that awaits them.

I have seen too many stories of mothers sacrificing themselves for their children such that they forget to care about themselves anymore. Life does not have to be this way for them if we as children can continue to be by their side to allay their worries about us, and look out for their health and happiness. Mothers do a lot for us so that we can go chase our dreams. What can we do for them? For me, I am not good at showing my appreciation for my mother, so I will repay her kindness and support by: one, doing my best in everything that I have decided to do; two, spend as much time with her as possible; three, respect her wishes if she requests for anything, and try not to let her down.

My say for Mother's Day

I will like to conclude the very first issue of Kaleidoscope by wishing all mothers around the world a blessed and happy Mother's Day. These mothers do not just refer to the females who give birth to us, but also our origins - planet Earth and all of the natural environment that has provided for us ever since mankind started to exist.

Mothers are great people. If all of us could give to the needy even a fraction of what our mothers give to us every day, the world would be a much, much better place. The following song, "Mother", performed by Carole and Tuesday under the anime bearing the same name, encapsulates this giving spirit the best.

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